Destiny

“Destiny”

Written by: Anonymous H.


This is about a girl I didn’t even know I had feelings for. It had only occurred to me after I had helped her fall in love with someone else. But looking at her now, I can see why people would consider her a goddess. Her hair was like golden silk and her smile was like a thousand glowing stars. And then there’s her name, destiny. I can only imagine every guy felt it was his birthright to be with her. Not to mention she had a body that would make Aphrodite snarl with envy. Everything about her is majestic. It’s painfully bizarre that my realization of affection towards her, would be revealed on the edge of our friendship. Cause we don’t talk anymore...I’ve tried to talk to her..but nothing. Was this really worth sacrificing my friendship with her? All the blood, sweat, and tears I put into helping her love someone she could probably never love. We see each other in the hallways quite often, all I really get is a polite smile and fake “hello.” it hurts knowing that I have to keep these feelings, my feelings a secret from everybody. No one can know I have feelings for a girl named Destiny. So as I’m on my way to her house, to tell her goodbye, I have to find some way of forgetting the love I shouldn’t even feel for her. Every step I take is like mission impossible. My legs move even though my brain doesn’t want them to. Before I know it, I’m standing in front of her door...breathless. THe weight of my decision almost overwhelms my ability to knock on the iron frame. And who better to open the door than Destiny herself...fml. So I spill, I tell her everything except for my feelings for her, and I tell her that I’m moving. Her sad expression gives me the feeling that she’s faking it, but she hugs me tight and says she loves me. And even though I know it’s nothing equal to the love I feel for her...it still feels good. I catch a glimpse of her new boyfriend in the living room before the embrace ends. After a few more words, a hug from her mom, and a promise to keep in touch I’m gone, but my feelings aren’t. That was the last time I saw or every talked to Destiny again...